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I'm gay too!
I know you feel like I betrayed you as a friend.
You and Vincent teamed up against me.
I swear Lally!
I warned Vincent a lot of times
against his relationship with Eric!
You still hid the truth from me!
Liars!
Lally told the office
about me and Vincent.
I'm sure she did that out of anger.
But we both loved Vincent.
While they're together.
I'm alone, crying because I don't know how to pick myself up.
She hasn't been answering my calls.
I've been calling but she just turns off her phone.
Give her space, you should go home.
What if she comes back?
Her car is still here!
What if she doesn't?
I'm Paul.
Lally.
This is me opening up to a complete stranger.
And I don't care.
Because at this point, I just want to release all this anger.
and heartache because of what happened to me,
... to Vincent, and Eric.
Please talk to your wife.
My son lost his job because of her.
Don't worry, I'll talk to her!
Have the balls to at least do that!
I just got home.
Why didn't you get your car back?
Mommy, I've been waiting here patiently
I didn't say you should wait for me.
Well sorry if I'm concerned for my wife!
Don't be immature!
YOU'RE telling me this?
After what you did to Eric?
Well, if you're so concerned, why don't you go to him?
Since you two are a match.
You're both faggots!
With what you're doing,
you're only giving me a reason to get back with Eric!
I- I was out of line.
I'm sorry...
Please?
Mommy, can we just end this mess.
Let's just move on!
Why can't we just move on?!
How?
I wanted to ask him.
How can I move on,
if the pain I feel is still fresh in my mind?
How can I move on,
if all I feel for my husband now is hate!
Hello?
Lally?
Please, Lally?
Let's just forget what happened.
Let's start all over again!
Let's save our marriage!
For our children!
What a great husband he is,
to think of our children only now.
After committing those sins.
After hurting me.
No, we can't start again.
How can we?
When I'm still so broken right now.
Lally...
Did you talk to my son?
Mommy said it's better for me to cry,
so it will drown and take away my problems.
But it's very tiring to cry, even if you don't want to anymore.
I'm drained.
How can something good come from so much pain...
I can still remember when I cried the hardest,
It was because of a special doll that got broken.
Why, Lally?
Mommy....
Stop crying. I'll try to fix it okay?
Stop crying now.
I'll just put this back in place.
And soon it will be fixed.
We can buy a new doll, do you want that?
But Mommy knows what can really console me.
And it's not fixing the broken doll or buying a new one.
Mommy's here.
Don't cry anymore.
If you don't stop...
I'm going to smell...
Your armpit!
- Mommy, stop it! - I'll smell you.
I'll smell your neck.
I wish Mommy was here to comfort me.
to kiss away all this grief inside me.
Even if I want Mommy by my side,
I still can't tell her the real reason.
How I wish this was just as simple as a broken doll,
and not the entire ten years of my life ruined by them.
I know somewhere in this world,
someone is also crying for some reason.
But unlike me,
I envy those who are suffering with their moms right beside them.
Things aren't as hard if you're with your mother.
When she knows your problem, even if she can't offer any solution.
As long as she's beside you.
Vince...
Please, Vince?
Don't!
Stay here Vince!
Beh...
Shh...
Mama's here....
I won't leave you
Ma. . .
Ma.
Even in my dreams...
I can't get him out of my mind.
It's okay.
Go back to sleep.
Sometimes you just need someone by your side.
Someone who will never hurt you.
For 10 years I thought Vincent would be that person.
How wrong was I to think that he won't hurt me.
How wrong was I to think that we will become one,
because we're married.
And now I'm all alone.
I feel so alone.
How is it possible that there are so many people around me,
yet I still feel so alone?
Why are you two still up?
You have school tomorrow
Mommy, were you crying earlier?
Your eyes are red and you look sad too.
No, no. Mommy, wasn't crying at all.
Mommy, maybe you're still sick,
that's why you have droopy eyes.
Can we kiss you to take away your sickness?
Mom you're really crying.
Oh no, are we hurting you mom?
No! I really like that you're kissing me.
Come on, keep kissing Mommy!
1 Million kisses for Mommy... coming up!
Oh, you both!
It hurts!
I thought it was 1 million kisses?
Here they are!
So many!
I love you Mommy!
What's that?
Ma, did Lally leave?
Tell me why she would?
What did you fight about?
She looked so upset after talking to you on the phone.
Vincent!
Why can't you just tell me and your dad. We both look like idiots
trying to understand what's happening!
We're part of this family too! So why keep it from us?
Because it's our damn problem Ma!
Please stop asking questions.
It's not helping solve our issues .
Did we raise you to behave like that Vicente?
To disrespect your mother like that!
You squawk like a fag!
Vicente, a real man
is respectful to his mother.
Ask your mother for forgiveness right now!
You're shameless!
Armando!
Stop it, it's okay! Never mind!
Say sorry or I'll break your face!
Now!
Do it!
Sorry Ma.
It's okay son.
Stop it Armando.
It's okay I'm not offended hon!
Go upstairs right now,
talk to your wife.
A real man,
doesn't prolong a conflict with his wife.
Go ahead, grow some balls Vincent.
I already told you before, right?
Be responsible for my daughter.
That includes taking good care of her,
and making sure that she's always happy.
You'll never do anything that will hurt her feelings.
When did your affair with Eric start?
I want to know everything Vincent.
Even the smallest details.
How the two of you met again.
How your relationship started.
What you do when you're together.
I want to know everything.
I still deserve an explanation.
Until you won't confess.
I won't believe anything you say Vincent.
I can't easily forget the things that happened.
Even when you said you'll break up with him,
You'll still protect him instead of me!
Instead of our children!
I need to know everything, for me to move on with you.
Daddy!!
Hey!
Hey. . .
How are you guys? Are your assignments done?
Yes dad.
Are you sad just like Mommy?
No, munchkin.
Daddy's just tired.
Why is Mommy sad?
I don't know why dad.
She cried awhile ago, but said she didn't.
But we saw it. Right Hannah?
Yes Dad. Because that's how I look after crying too.
Daddy....? Please tell Mommy to stop crying.
She looks pitiful.
Of course munchkin.
Promise?
Promise!
Were you able to contact your friend, Babe?
Let's go in.
Why? What happened?
Lally's still mad at me.
I don't know what I should do.
Should I apologize because she didn't know that I'm gay?
I'm not even the issue here, it's her husband.
Babe, we're supposed to celebrate tonight,
and not stress ourselves out!
It's our monthsary!
Let's not talk about other people, okay?
Sorry. I'm sorry.
Let's go inside.
But first, happy monthsary!
Bottoms up!
I want a peaceful sleep.
I don't want a fight tonight.
I know why you're acting like this.
Alright.
You wanna hear about our story.
I will tell you all about me and Eric.
We were...
We were classmates in higshchool...
We're also from the same varsity team.
I already knew there was something special between us.
None of us made a move to do something
about what we felt for each other then.
But Lally, I was scared.
Because I knew my feelings were wrong.
I don't want to be gay.
That's why I avoided him.
And then...
I learned that he tried to kill himself.
Because he felt I was avoiding him.
I went to the hospital.
That's when Tita Sol told me that...
Eric loved me.
I felt terrible about what he did.
But at the same time, I felt so free.
Because of what I heard.
After that, all we had was something special.
We separated when he went to the States because of his Dad.
And I waited for him.
I waited, but...
I never heard anything from him.
So I thought he'd never come back.
And . . .that's when I met you Lally.
I knew you could give me the chance to be a real man.
I wanted to forget Eric.
Vincent...
Did you really love me?
Yes.
I loved you.
I married you.
And Eric?
Do you love him as well?
Do you love Eric as well?
Tell me, and don't you dare lie to me.
Do you love your gay lover?
His name is Eric, Lally.
He's not just an ordinary gay.
Because I love him.
I love him very much.
I'm sorry.
I don't want to lie anymore.
Sorry.
Why are you still here Vincent?
You still love him.
So why are you still here?
Just leave.
Just leave and go to Eric!
Please leave! Go back to him!
Stay with him!
How dare you!
Let go of me! You both fooled me!
You thick-skinned bastard!
How dare you!
I hate you, I hate you so much!
I hate you so much!
I hate you so much Vincent!
I really hate you so much Vincent!
I don't like this, Lally. Please!
I already made a mistake, I won't do it again.
So help me.
Please, help me change...
I don't want to lose you and the kids.
I hope that even when I get old we're still together.
Please?
Help me forget Eric.
Help me erase him from my mind.
Please?
Can you just go home?
I can't leave you here all by yourself.
Ma, I already overcame the suicidal stage.
I just want to be here suicide or not.
Ma, i just need some space.
I think we should go see a doctor
Can't we just settle this on our own?
I'll go anywhere with you.
That's good, keep it up.
And then make a new grandchild.
All of those nights after we got married,
while we're doing it.
Are you really completely with me?
Am the one you're kissing in your heart and thoughts?
I hope you're suffering too Eric.
I hope you won't forget that one thing,
that will give you a heartache.